And so the judgment day has ended. I was indicted as an “okay-she-passed-the subjects-so-what?!” student. I got my course cards not expecting failed marks at the same time not aiming the Dean’s list.
Wait! Okay, I lied. I am really hoping to see my name in the bulletin board with the top students of this term. It was my dream ever since I entered college. Unfortunately, it didn’t happened even once. I truly miss the feeling of being honored. I’m not bragging but I was an achiever since elementary and high school. I don’t know what happened to me and I neglected my studies. I guess I was discouraged when I first received a failing grade in my programming course. Don’t ask why because it’s obvious. The subject is as hard as counting the sand in the beaches. Can you imagine that?! Only the geniuses can pass that. I’m just kidding it was my entire fault.
Well, I tried hard to cope with the times I wasted. But no matter how I try, it’s insufficient. What should I do? There’s only one term left and I can’t see any hope with the subjects I will take :( Oh! I don’t want to believe that it’s an impossible dream.
As I get the course cards today, I was on tenterhooks to see what grades I made. First I got a 2.5, then another 2.5, followed by three 3.0s and the last one – I was praying it’s a 4. Unluckily, I saw a 3.5. *sigh* “All right, it would never happen”, I murmur to myself.
Why is being in the dean’s list creates a big fuss? Maybe because of fame, honor and additional bling-bling in one’s resume – I do not know. Everyone has their own unique reasons. As for me, I wanted to present it to my parents as a gift for their hard work and continuous support for sending me to such a prestige school. (Acting as a good daughter.) Seriously, I am a good daughter. XD
I realized that I shouldn’t be disappointed like this now. I am already blessed and worthy of the grades I got. Although, DL seems an unreachable dream I will give my best. As what my friends told me: “We can do it! Don’t lose hope and give it your best shot!” I will try again.
Wait! Okay, I lied. I am really hoping to see my name in the bulletin board with the top students of this term. It was my dream ever since I entered college. Unfortunately, it didn’t happened even once. I truly miss the feeling of being honored. I’m not bragging but I was an achiever since elementary and high school. I don’t know what happened to me and I neglected my studies. I guess I was discouraged when I first received a failing grade in my programming course. Don’t ask why because it’s obvious. The subject is as hard as counting the sand in the beaches. Can you imagine that?! Only the geniuses can pass that. I’m just kidding it was my entire fault.
Well, I tried hard to cope with the times I wasted. But no matter how I try, it’s insufficient. What should I do? There’s only one term left and I can’t see any hope with the subjects I will take :( Oh! I don’t want to believe that it’s an impossible dream.
As I get the course cards today, I was on tenterhooks to see what grades I made. First I got a 2.5, then another 2.5, followed by three 3.0s and the last one – I was praying it’s a 4. Unluckily, I saw a 3.5. *sigh* “All right, it would never happen”, I murmur to myself.
Why is being in the dean’s list creates a big fuss? Maybe because of fame, honor and additional bling-bling in one’s resume – I do not know. Everyone has their own unique reasons. As for me, I wanted to present it to my parents as a gift for their hard work and continuous support for sending me to such a prestige school. (Acting as a good daughter.) Seriously, I am a good daughter. XD
I realized that I shouldn’t be disappointed like this now. I am already blessed and worthy of the grades I got. Although, DL seems an unreachable dream I will give my best. As what my friends told me: “We can do it! Don’t lose hope and give it your best shot!” I will try again.
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