Goodbye..

My heart is screaming out loud tonight. I can’t stop myself from crying. Every time I look back to the photographs of our past, my tears start to fall. Now, I’m drowning in my own sea of loneliness. Why’d you have to go? I know the answer but I can’t accept the fact that you won’t stay here anymore. The very moment you told us that you’re leaving, we showed sad emotions. Counting the remaining days we could spend together, we used the time to make memoirs of happiness, youthfulness and friendships. So sad but true, we’ll be far away from you.

Those memories we made together - the never-ending laughter that made our tummy ache, the tears we shed, the sleepless nights we had to make our annoying reports, and the craziest things we done together, I’ll treasure all of these in my heart forever. Yes, only memories will keep me closer to you. It makes me really sad. :( Expressing how much I treasure this friendship is a challenge. You may think that I don’t care at all but when you come across my mind you’ll see that it’s one of the things I cherish the most.

Good bye is a painful thing to say but it’s an assurance that we will see each other again. Three or four years, no matter how long it will take, we were still here and wait for you ‘til the end. We wish you good luck and God bless. Give it your best! We will be cheering on you, dearest friend.

Now, it’s time to say good bye. I can’t stop these tears but I’ll give my sincerest smile. I want you to remember only the happy things so you wouldn’t have to cry. I will miss you. Until we meet again my friend. :)

A smile from an angel

My day ended with brimming happiness. The smile won’t fade away on my lips. Their laughs, our laughs, these are still echoing in my ears. Playing with those innocent children made me feel young and rejuvenated. Their cheerfulness and positive aura gave me an opportunity to take a glimpse on my youth once more. Seeing those kids with rainbows in their eyes and having fun with us, it was worthwhile.

Sadly, they were abandoned by their own parents and at a very early age, they felt no parental love at all. Despite this, they show big smiles. Yes! They’re the real ones. Fortunately, they were being taken cared of by kind volunteers and of course, patient nuns.

Sometimes we cannot avoid sentiments towards them. Pitiful and sympathetic, we can only make them grin. Questioning why did this happened to them, we felt resentment with their unworried parents. Who wants to leave their children? I guess only those who don’t listen to their conscience are guilty. Am I being judgmental? Maybe but I’m only saying the truth. Well, everyone have their own reasons. Maybe God has something to do with it. Surely, He has plans for them. God only knows why and what kind of future awaits them.