My mind is busy thinking of what significant things to do while my heart is tired of entertaining peculiar and unexplainable emotions.
Hatred, love, depression, bliss, my past, my future, you, me, the whole lot about us.
Everything is in mess – all mixed up!
Right now, I just want to scream and cry. No one understands me, no one cares. No matter how I calm myself, I can feel that not a soul is there to comfort me! I can’t trust anybody – it’s just me and GOD.
For the meantime, I wanted to put a barrier that nobody can enter or hide beneath the earth that not even you can get through. What’s wrong with me?! I’m scared that this feeling will lead to hatred. I don’t want to hate anyone – just myself.
Do not disturb! That’s my simple plea. Let this feeling fade away before I face you. When will be the right time? Maybe seven days, a month or a year? I don’t know when but I hope it won’t take long. :(
Hatred, love, depression, bliss, my past, my future, you, me, the whole lot about us.
Everything is in mess – all mixed up!
Right now, I just want to scream and cry. No one understands me, no one cares. No matter how I calm myself, I can feel that not a soul is there to comfort me! I can’t trust anybody – it’s just me and GOD.
For the meantime, I wanted to put a barrier that nobody can enter or hide beneath the earth that not even you can get through. What’s wrong with me?! I’m scared that this feeling will lead to hatred. I don’t want to hate anyone – just myself.
Do not disturb! That’s my simple plea. Let this feeling fade away before I face you. When will be the right time? Maybe seven days, a month or a year? I don’t know when but I hope it won’t take long. :(
