Crashed!

I hate what I'm feeling right now.
I've been sad for so long but this is just too much.
A sudden change of feeling made my heart crashed!
Yes!I 'm broken.I feel so alone.

Why did it happen to me?
I prepared myself to get hurt.Still, I could feel the pain.
Did I fall? Maybe.
Yes, I might be falling for him.
My heart didn't know what it feels.My mind is confused either.

"I love you" is what he always say.
I didn't believe him yet the words became music to my ears.
While hoping this lyric is made only for me, I listened and hummed to it.
I got out of tune because somebody else was humming with me.
Who? they are many to mention.
He, of all the people i knew, disappointed me again.
He sings that song for every girl he likes,too.

Why do I feel cheated?
'Cause he promised that I'm the only one.
I feel stupid for hanging on to that promise.

Even if I'm dying of pain and loneliness,
I shouldn't feel hatred and anger.
I still have the my faithful and loving Saviour.
I know that the evil will take advantage of me with this situation.
"Be stronger and believe in Him.", that's what I should do.